Anonymous asked: "My instincts can and will be trusted" yes, OMG, yes. Also, "I can and will trust my instincts." Also, I've found that an act of self-trust can yield a lot of pleasure, which makes every subsequent act of self-trust all that much easier. Also, self-betrayal induces nausea for me, too. I now consider this something kind of sweet in a way. Like my body is always there for me, telling me clearly what it wants.
It’s funny, EVERY shitty situation I’ve been in could have been avoided if I’d just listened to my instincts and not convinced myself to ignore them. Sigh. Practice makes perfect, damn it!